Anxiety
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I write about love and loss; about melancholia and things that exist on the outside, for those interest me the most. Her breasts, though, I told myself I wouldn’t, but, in the end, I’m just a man. Just an animal that can’t rise above its primal urges. She appeared before me from out of… Read more
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They say there’s a cloud of chemicals travelling to the Milky Way. In thirty million years it will hit us. I say ‘us’, but by then there will be no traces of ‘us’ left. Everything we ever were and everything we hoped to be will have long been erased. As a species, we will… Read more
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Angels and butterflies that crumble beneath my touch. All those nights where the bodies crushed me- where so many faces did their best to make me just like them. So many women I wanted to be with, and so many trees that felt the warmth of my piss as I made the drunken journey back… Read more
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I comb her wet hair and read a newspaper article about a young woman found disemboweled near when I went to school. It reminds me how I used to skip class by jumping over the fence at the back of the playing field before walking home along the old train tracks daydreaming about portals… Read more
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I’m on the verge of another breakdown when she crashes the car into a ditch by the side of the road. It’s dark, and as I remove her top and sweep the shards of glass from the back seat, my vision begins to blur. Shapes where there shouldn’t be shapes, her body morphs into… Read more
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The night is forever. Her gaze pornographic. Oh, the things I would do given half a chance. And the chance is there, only my desires go beyond the beauty she displays. To see her naked on my bed wouldn’t be enough. There’s a journey just waiting to be taken, but there’s no destination in… Read more
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Sleep takes me when the sun rises, and drops me off when it sets. Jack Daniels and a cigarette to toast the discovery of a new planet, only it’s not new, and it might not even be a planet, so I go for a walk to clear my head. It’s cold. The cemetery is… Read more
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When the moment takes me, I walk the streets late at night when no one else is around. It’s a kind of perfection, as the empty souls are all asleep and for a while, I’m free. But I guess I’m just an empty soul too. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be wandering about when I should… Read more
