Author S. K. Nicholas

x and i: a novel

a journal for damned lovers vol 1-3

La Mer

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It’s just after three in the morning, and she’s sleeping with her feet out the window. Too hot, you see. The threat of spiders crawling in and wrapping her in a web is a very real one, but she chances it just the same. Outside, you can hear the cries of the feral lot as they prowl the streets looking for fights and a way out of the misery of their creationless lives. Unlike us, they won’t look up at the stars talking about love and loss, no, they’ll just grunt and curse and foam at the mouth at the sight of someone to beat up or a piece of skirt to chase in the hope of finding someone too inebriated to resist their urges. In packs they roam, and as I smoke my cigarette watching the news with the volume turned down, she just lies there at the foot of the bed with both hands beneath her head as beads of rain dance upon her toes. She’s so oblivious to it. Those horrors. She doesn’t notice them at all. Part of me is thankful, and yet it doesn’t do much for my peace of mind knowing I’m alone to face them by myself. Still, that she’s wrapped in her dreams is good enough, and even though I’m not tired, and I sit here in silence as the hours pass one after the other without so much as a word, there’s a sense of calm in my heart knowing she’s safe from harm of which I wouldn’t trade for anything.

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16 responses to “La Mer”

  1. Aakriti Kuntal Avatar
    Aakriti Kuntal

    Beautifully written. 🙂

  2. Very lovely! So visually evocative

    1. Thank you! That’s very kind of you to say 🙂

  3. “…she just lies there at the foot of the bed with both hands beneath her head as beads of rain dance upon her toes. She’s so oblivious to it. Those horrors.” – and she knows that she’s safe.

    Ha, we both wrote about spiders. I love how you write though. I find myself wishing someone would read your words to me as I drift off to sleep. ❤

  4. You and the spiders. Deeply traumatic early childhood experience or lifelong fascination?! Or both? I always wonder. I pictured Shelob hiding in the corner of your room. . .

    1. Early childhood trauma for sure. They do something to me that nothing else can.

  5. so warm, comfortable, and touching ❤

  6. Wow… I have been through several posts of yours, it is akin to a fucking roller coaster, you depict those words of yours with such veracity and expressions. Hope to see more from you. Have hope, write on!

    1. Thank you very much, my friend. I’m delighted you have enjoyed reading my words. It’s put a big smile on my face, and of course I shall try to keep the words coming. I hope you have yourself a lovely day!

      1. You are welcome. 😊😊😊
        Hope you would visit my blog during your free times. Thank you. 😊😊😊

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