Author S. K. Nicholas

x and i: a novel

a journal for damned lovers vol 1-3

Drinking

  • Drunk

    they found me in the garden taking a piss in a birdbath without a shirt on and swigging from a bottle of wine it wasn’t my fault though it’s women and the way they affect me the way they make me hard when i’m all soft inside they drive me crazy so i drank to Read more

  • Heavy Balloon

    downing a few beers and smoking a cigarette swinging on a busted tyre that hangs from a broken tree broken like teenage dreams yeah that’s just how it is how it’s always been they think I’m clean but I’m dirty oh so dirty and I can’t help but put this shit inside of me it’s Read more

  • Oblivion And Bottled Beer

    All day long and I’m looking forward to losing myself. After work and a warm bath eases aching bones. A cigarette to make everything calm. Dressed in my best, the mirror shows that I’m a regular guy. But the mirror is false. A little food and then a walk a back into town. To a Read more

  • Dulling Of The Senses

    My mind is a whirlpool of autumn eyes and half-remembered dreams. Dancing within, she torments me without even trying. The beautiful one, the one who’s struck me dumb with love. There are so many words I could use to describe her, but none could ever do her justice. In the future, when we’re floating somewhere Read more

  • Self Portrait As Naked Man Taking A Bath

    It’s pissing down outside, and I’m soaking wet. Drenched, my clothes are sticking to my flesh; it’s the worst feeling outside of having pissed myself, but I’ve no energy to do anything about it. Instead, I spend several minutes looking at droplets of rain winding down the window in their abstract manner. Deciding to run Read more