Author S. K. Nicholas

x and i: a novel

a journal for damned lovers vol 1-3

Relationships

  • Mythic Porno Machine

      Greasy spoons and dreamcatchers hang in the window as we eat. I’m hungover and unkempt. My love is disguised by clothes that haven’t been washed in over a week and hair that hasn’t seen soap in far longer. The fingers on my right hand are stained by all those dirty cigarettes I’ve been smoking.… Read more

  • Womb Stories

      A perfect circle of tongues with hips as petals and hands that itch and twitch whenever the moment comes to forget about the world and all of its vices. Stairwells in Manhatten. Streets that flow like rivers as we kick our feet and bite the air because we fear death and sex is our… Read more

  • Man Bites Dog

      This body of mine- it keeps ageing even though I tell it not to. This wasn’t supposed to happen. The contract I signed stated quite clearly that mortality was something that concerned other people and most definitely not me, and yet here I am. Meh. When we kiss, she places my hand on her… Read more

  • Do You Wanna Know?

      When I’m not working or writing I tend to wrap myself in a dressing gown and lie on the floor while staring at my hands. There’s flesh, but that’s what everyone sees. My secret desire is to see bone. Not because I want to but because it’s the truth and that’s the golden ticket… Read more

  •   She writes these letters to me. Each page is stained with her scent and when I hold them to my nose every part of my body tingles as if she’s right by my side. Among the pages are drawings of red dragons and butterflies and what appears to be expressionist portraits of her lady parts.… Read more

  •   At work, there was a sheet of paper taped to the wall outside the toilets informing whoever it may concern that one of the cleaners that had retired a few months ago had died. Derek was his name, and he was South African. Truth be told we never had much to do with each… Read more

  • We All Fall Down

      Remember that guy I worked with? The one who murdered his daughter? It was back when I was living in Hatfield. My shifts were mostly 2-10, and when I finished clearing those daily cages of pies and pasties and was upstairs in the locker room collecting my belongings, he was usually getting ready to… Read more

  • Black Tights

      Black tights, she wears black tights while her legs cross and uncross beneath the table as we patiently wait for our food. It’s Waggamma’s on a Friday night after work. I’m drinking bottled beer while she sips a cup of green tea. The evening’s young and while her body speaks to me in a… Read more

  • Planet Nine

      We link fingers and make love. Or is it fucking? I think this constitutes as fucking. You take it in the mouth and only when I allow it do you swallow. To think of those futures you hold, and then with one lick of the lips, it’s just another dead end. Struggling to breathe… Read more

  • Definitive Gaze

      While sat in the passenger seat, she inspects herself in a small mirror she carries in her purse. Looking not outward but inward, behind my closed eyes I see cheerleaders dancing just for me. They wink suggestively while gyrating their hips causing me to dribble from the sides of my mouth. There’s dried blood… Read more