Author S. K. Nicholas

x and i: a novel

a journal for damned lovers vol 1-3

Self Portrait

  • Just a boy

    Storms and riderless horses and ice ages whilst the curvy girls scowl at the flat chested girls + yet I’m not watching just drinking as the sun burns my pale skin + It’s not that I’m scared of dying it’s just that I don’t want to know the truth because I already know and it’s Read more

  • Such is Life

      To think of all those endless walls of doubt. You ask yourself what you dream of, and then if you’re willing to make it happen. If it leads you down a solitary road, will you be prepared to do what it takes to keep walking? Emerging from the shadows, the bright lights look so Read more

  • Picture

    Myself and a volcano. All things transitory, passing always like those dirty calender days. Read more

  • Self Portrait on Train

    English wanker on a train Wordless vigilante no longer  (most of the time)  Read more

  • Howl

    I bought a mask so I could howl to the moon and feel like it meant something. I’ve been howling for years, but it’s only now that it feels worthwhile. I howled in pain once, but no one listened, and no one came. Oh well, such is life.  Read more

  • Wallflower

    Self portrait as wallflower. I trimmed my beard. I look forwards with bored eyes never smiling. Swirling like cinnamon. Swirling like cigarette smoke. Sepia memories. Autumn feelings getting lost with deadened leaves. The blah blah blah of aching hearts. Tingling spines and release. Little deaths galore, one finger at a time.  Read more

  • Self Portrait

    Self portrait wearing favourite jumper. Read more

  • Sulk

      Sat on a swivel chair in the garden. Sulking, and feeling unwell. I wish there was a bath out there. Read more

  • Bath

    I take photos of myself in the bath. I love having a bath. Maybe I’m trying to return to the womb or something. Or attempting to prove by taking a photo, that I somehow still exist. Read more