Author S. K. Nicholas

x and i: a novel

a journal for damned lovers vol 1-3

Love

  • Anthem For A Lost Cause

    Mausoleum scapegoats. Sentenced to death, we laugh in the face of sensuality. In the dying embers of a lifelong dance, we explode in the blink of an all seeing eye. In the face of god, we burst into vapour. Black tree. Branches in the snow reaching out through the midst of time. And all that… Read more

  • Exit Signs On Sidewalk Nine

    Ancient statues. Burning lanterns. Arrows piercing flesh and bone. Arrows inside the temple of the mind. Golden Pavilions, and luscious gardens of wheat and aged dolls. Porcelain flesh. Guerillas in the midsts of somewhere unseen. Animal instinct. Time ticking out. A car crashes in foreign lands; dust and burning suns screaming as a soul not… Read more

  • Kingdom Come

    Convulsing speed freaks. Split straight down the middle. The sky is a glass mosaic. Marbles on the sidewalk. Grass as high as thighs. Deep in the heart of a static problematic. This machinery is a phantom. It’s just a relic of some other time and place. Wiped out without warning. Cut into pieces by rising… Read more

  • Survivalism

    Illicit. Complicit. A sandcastle of hopes and fears, dissolved as the quarter circle sun spins out of control on the horizon. All the love in the world. All the sex you could ever muster, smeared across your chest. The beating drums of faith, ringing in your pretty little ears. Holes of abstraction. Fit me together,… Read more

  • A Violent Fluid

    Passing ruins, these fingers tease repeatedly. Three in the chamber, and one in her mouth. A crow circles churches then collapses with no meaning. Blink at the sight of the seventh sun, come tumbling down with hawk eye blind reverse. Her flesh next to mine. Her mind a caterwaul of stars and non-dissolved prisms of… Read more

  • Feed Me Your Kiss

    we eat worlds and spit out the rest madness and love. mixed together like blood and lust she gives me control tears away at my restraint. tears away at every hole on my hands and on my knees. she brings release destroying every last doubt until there’s only sin and sin is where we come… Read more

  • Deep Down The Rabbit Hole

    we make love to the sounds of insects deep down the rabbit hole caressing secrets at one with nature we become one with earth and air within and without from here to there come now and taste a new future all past echoes left dangling in the wind we will these days because our love… Read more

  • Haunted

    These days, they make me feel alive. A mess of words and strange thoughts. A trial of snakes and ladders. Heaven comes crashing down as the waves of lost opportunity splash around our bare feet. She’s dangerous, but the best ones always are. A rose and a thorn between tightened fingers. So many lost lovers.… Read more

  • Breathe

    beyond good and evil kissing the lipless no longer I want it to snow so we can make snow angels and forget about every useless thing breathing is the solution becoming one with desires and dreams autumn lovers doing it how it should be done breaking down the walls breaking away from every single wasted… Read more

  • Night Lovers

    in the blink of an eye we can disappear out of reach as if we never existed in the first place eternity in a sunrise eternity in her eyes these feelings wont last forever one day they’ll be gone but as long as we have tonight then nothing else matters Read more