Author S. K. Nicholas

x and i: a novel

a journal for damned lovers vol 1-3

Poetry

  • In Heaven, Everything Is Fine

    take hold of what I am, plug me in feel the burn of a maddened, bad machine eating your bones scream those animal screams as my body moves into yours let me have what I wan’t let me have it all every ounce of your flesh in my hands oh, pretty girl just give me… Read more

  • Believe In Something Others Can’t Grasp

      Others will sneer, but when you’ve got the soul, nothing else will matter. And what else is there, then having a soul? A sense of purpose. A reason for existing other than to simply make up the numbers. Stand out from the crowd. Be different. Not in appearance, but in visions and beliefs. Make… Read more

  • Changing Man

    I once was broken  but now I’m a changing man  where once there was only guilt and regret  there now rages a fire  that speaks without fear  the bottom of a bottle never gave me release  running into the night  never came close  to saving my soul  salvation comes only from truth  from facing head on those… Read more

  • Dancing On Thin Ice

    we don’t owe you our bodies nor our hearts and minds for together we burn dancing on thin ice we don’t care what tomorrow holds because tonight is ours so lets give in to what we feel inside lets be natural is there anything else? Read more

  • Passing Always Through The Fire

      too many people  too much junk  a tasteless affair, draining daily  always the same  the shame, of being so different  should just surrender  be like everyone else  but that would surely be a fate worse than death  thin and dreamless  starless like an abyss  gotta keep those dreams burning bright  gotta hold on to… Read more

  • Steal The Sun

    pretty girls make graves/donkeys under starlight  starved in half/worshipped so sweet  souls just holes/stuffed with contempt  no cure only pain/ scorched into pale eyes  sex without love/lifeless like a whore  banality and the mundane/drip fed so cute  morality no sense/obliterate with regret  stained bodies/shackled by stained chains  bourgeois so bloody bourgeois/unclean in sin   lipstick… Read more

  • Choke

    lucid and betrayed  crack’d like skulls and  stain’d into what we are  only human  a version of reason  averted from unseeing eyes  don’t choke on regret  just surf wave after wave  and  never forget that there’s nothing more  nothing more than this  Read more

  • Happy Like Murderers

    they say we’re happy like murderers  a perfect storm of  lust and insanity  smeared across  cruel, blood red lips  there’s something between us  that they’ll never understand  there’s a way of being  that goes beyond mere  ways of seeing  together, we burn like flares  flung into the darkness  points of origin  shining through the void … Read more

  • Little One

    little baby daughter swimming in the waters of a dirty womb gotta get out gotta be free but this life was never meant to be sometimes things go wrong it’s just how it is innocence succumbed like footprints in snow one tiny step at a time little baby daughter let me hold your hand if… Read more

  • Come Now

    if you come round i’ll let it be known that the two of us are more than just lovers for the ties that bind run deeper than they’ll ever know just come now and show me the wonders of what you are it’s as simple as that Read more