Author S. K. Nicholas

x and i: a novel

a journal for damned lovers vol 1-3

Relationships

  • Haunted

    These days, they make me feel alive. A mess of words and strange thoughts. A trial of snakes and ladders. Heaven comes crashing down as the waves of lost opportunity splash around our bare feet. She’s dangerous, but the best ones always are. A rose and a thorn between tightened fingers. So many lost lovers.… Read more

  • Breathe

    beyond good and evil kissing the lipless no longer I want it to snow so we can make snow angels and forget about every useless thing breathing is the solution becoming one with desires and dreams autumn lovers doing it how it should be done breaking down the walls breaking away from every single wasted… Read more

  • Heaven Scent

    Distant galaxies. The gaze of her eyes. Stars and planets, drifting in eternal darkness. Love like snow, falling upwards towards the clouds. Flashing lights. Flowers in the rain bouncing like cigarettes. A sequence of events that comes together like bombs upon a fading eastern town. Cold and wet graveyards. Dead leaves on the dirty ground.… Read more

  • Useful Is Beautiful

    be beautiful beneath a sinking sun cling to winter leaves as though each one were a secret waiting to be told let the soulful ones get beneath your armour let them break apart everything you ever tried to protect breathe in freedom surrender to all that makes you hurt the only way is through in… Read more

  • Just A Girl

    these bees, they swarm between hazy minds she’s just a girl and I’m just a boy from smile to smile a crow quickly flies  these days, they swim across loves hushed hands caressing the ones that needs undressing the most shards of shards bodies coming together spirits glistening like snow we laugh and we want,… Read more

  • Eternal Sunshine

    That moment when someone steps into your life and completely overwhelms you. You tried building a wall to keep others out but then along pops a soul who breaks through the barriers with ease. You tried to make yourself out of stone, but she came along and made you melt like a snowman beneath a… Read more

  • Are You Awake?

    All those freaks. Those fucked up losers trying to cling to things that aren’t even there. Lost and weak. Heads full of stupid ideas. Hearts full of love with nowhere to go. Always fearful. Always regretting what can’t be undone. So many mistakes. So many wrong turns. But where’s the fun in fitting in? Where’s… Read more

  • Chance

    there’s something in her style of beauty the way she carries herself so naturally to think a grown man could be so giddy to think someone so subdued could feel so pure yet you haven’t seen her the colour of her eyes the truth of her smile it’s in the way she moves in the… Read more

  • Heartbreaker

    She sings of depth perception in my viewing lens. She watches as her cigarette bounces in the rain. There’s sadness in her eyes, and untold fire in her belly, and I imagine her lying next to me, sprinkling secrets on my pillow. The shades drawn, she’s hidden in my arms. Soundless shapes, eclipsed by highways… Read more

  • Be What You Want

    Life is a series of accidents. Some good, some bad. The stuff we plan is usually boring. Things to pass the time of day. Things to occupy ourselves, to take our minds off more meaningful subjects. Y’know, love and death. The heavy shit. Everything I’ve ever planned has been half-hearted. Nothing has ever interested me… Read more